People say that I oughtta consider myself being lucky and should be grateful on whatever I have achieved up to this point. Truth is, they're really small and even when combined, it cannot make up for the things and opportunities that I've lost along the way. The sorriest part is that most of the time, it's not by my own doing. Perhaps I should resign to the fact and fate that I will always end up on the losing end when and where it matters the most.